(Source: gasstation, via nightmareloki)
That awkward moment you really wanna roleplay but you can’t because you’re way too afraid because of something that happened a few days ago and also that you can’t get over your OCD and everything has gone to ruin and HiNaBN may effectively be ruined for you for ever and you are absolutely terrified your closest roleplay partner hates your guts because you came off as homophobic and asking them to delete the posts and pretending it never happened makes no sense and is unfair to them but to you it’s getting rid of something that cause so much mental and physical pain and you don’t even know what to do about it anymore and you hate it so much and nothing you do to try and make it better just makes it worse and you end up going into a sobbing, panicked frenzy and everything sucks.
morgan freeman, you beautiful bastard!
(Source: caye80, via theresawordforthatithinkitsdove)
Sometimes I wish more people understood how shitty OCD is and how badly if can ruin the one thing in your life that you find joy in.
OCD Rant; help?
So two nights ago I had a OCD meltdown. It started from something so ridiculously little and stupid but its only managed to get worse. I haven’t had this much trouble with my OCD in a very long time, and now that it’s suddenly back I’m having trouble coping. And I don’t just mean I’m feeling kind of “down”. I mean, hysteric attack of panicked sobbing. It ended up getting so bad that I had to go back on a medication I haven’t needed for years.
(Source: quietbutterfly, via dreamamongthesharks)
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